Throwbacks
Hi. uh. Have you heard about sleep blogging? yeah im doing it right now. NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTT. HAHA! :p So, this week has been so hectic for me and with few circumstances. psssh. I needa go out but no. because I rather go out with my bestie only, but no shes not around or at least someone make an effort asking me out rather than accusing me of being ambung and never had time for them. heh. eff you! and also, this result shit is freaking me out. I swear man but I'm not scared either (what am I talking about?). I guess I've accepted the fact that what done is done. Praying for the best.This week also another week filled with throwbacks. wadahil man. haha. Flashbacks could be the most wonderful thing but also yaknow......... yeah that. I have to admit I'm somewhat still stuck in the past. I mean, how can you forget something or someone (oh boy she'll kill me alright. welp!) who has given you so much to remember? Its taking me forever man to move on. how dis? :( nooo. I wanna get over it as soon as possible. heh. Yes, I am aware that this year marks the 2nd year since the last time I met/hungout with that old bestfriend of mine which im not sure about now? its complicated. but yeah, I'm forever glad that I have Munibah now ♥ well sometimes I hate the fact that I met her waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay months before she leave Bruland. Hence why am I so clingy? HAHAHA. entah bro. but what to do. I forever miss mi bff. suck-iest feeling on earth. y u so far away? well not really just 2 hrs plane ride. HAHA. but still. I'm clingy. remember? :p I'm clingy that sometimes my friends thought we're a lesbian couple or sth. excuse me? ==" isnt that a normal thing for girls? HAHAHA. well at least I do have some girly traits in me and im still straight thank you very much.
My instagram is another "living" proof that I suffered from an ultimate depression during the exam period. haha. oh the posts. deng. I was at the verge of giving up. I do have the suicidal thoughts (um, depression's symptoms). But in the end, I still did it neway. haha. Because this => Before you give up, think of the reason why you held on for so long - Drake. That quote made me realise how far I've gone and all the obstacles I've been through, fighting for that dream of mine. But yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. haha. oh god. this post is so depressing. ingin ingin hatiku.
Also, stop claiming me as your
PS: please dont assume its Munibah. not her k. the reason why I rather have only one and the one whom I've been through so much with for the rest of my life? psssh. and no, I'm not being a backstabber. I'm just spilling these crappy sekadar-ish thoughts, because screw for keeping it.
College has definitely shown me which one is my true friend which one is not. teenage dramas. HAHA. malas ku malaaaaaaaaaaaas.
I do know I've been posting all my thoughts shiz and all. I'll start posting up my masterpieces soon. maybe. lol.
Roger out,
Au Revoir!
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