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So, I'm done with SEEDS' Wicked Witch production and down with the appreciation night too!Its been 2 days now since my best-est friend in the whole wide world left. I must admit that I'm still having a hard time trying to adapt to the new environment without her around and its stabbing my chest. Yes, I still miss her so bad. She left during SEEDS' production day 2. Like Miss Fizah said "wow. thats.... a huge burden you got there". I cried all the way from the airport (btw, thanks rau for the hug! tho I just knw u during that day :( haha ) to the production venue. I dont care what the passersby thought about me crying while driving. HAHA! Hey, dontchu have any tear ducts and emotions? At the venue, I remembered about the letter she gave. I read it and cried, again. Twas the most touching letter I've ever received (the one and only lagitu) I tell you, non of my previous BFs has ever done anything like that before.
Yes, I am a very sentimental person. You cannot blame me for being deep :p please, part time philosopher. HAHA! Plus, after being "replaced" and being hurt over and over again by my previous ones, it sure does left a massive hole in my heart, well literally lah! it took me over a year to move on and then, there she came to fill in the emptiness in my life. Tho I just knew her for only few months (and still counting), it feels like I've known her for all of my life.
neway, Ya know whats more awkward? I cried infront of the coaches and seedlings. haha! They said its awkward because they always see me as the strongest person among all of us. ukay......... :( haha. I then had a pep talk with the coaches as well with some fellow seedlings. Like Sir Asmal said, .
btw, I personally wanna say thank you to ibah, Kee, rawdah, steph, Jay, Shasha, Azy and the rest for being there for me and for uplifting my spirit during my hard times few days ago. I love u guys! ♥ my forever family.
I.................... dont know what else to talk about. All I can say is: a huge part of me is missing. my life suck so much without you. gone loco. I still miss you. it hurts. its stabbing my chest. I am an overly attached bff. No one can ever replace you. You're the freaking best. The most supportive person on earth. I hate you. I hate being a sentimental person. Please come back in the future. u suk. I hate this part of growing up. Still trying to adapt. the perks of being too attached and malar jalan 0:) no im not depressed. I should stop........
ps: I love you Munibah. forever. I promise. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! 0:) :p
I still miss you,
Au Revoir!
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