Where rainbow ends
Hi. I just finished reading a book called where rainbow ends. Cecilia Ahern ftw! but thats not the case. hahaha. a must read btw! one book down, 7 more to go! andnoiamnotabookworm.Anyway, here are some flash updates from me. I know its been a while since the last update. I am glad that I'm slowly recovering from my emotional breakdowns and I'm quite stable now. I finally got what I wished for, a frickin life changing moment. ANNNNNNNNNND, I got an offer from uni. YAY! finally a light at the end of the tunnel. my god. worth the patience, depression and being emotional unstable eh? haha. I will be flying off in 2 months from now. I'm not so sure when exactly because I havent decide when to fly yet as I'm going to fly alone. boohoo! As usual, the parents are going to be busy but I'm hoping someone would go with me and send me off :( haha. sucha cry baby (is not!) one thing for sure it's gonna be in December. I'm nervous and excited at the same time. but I just hate the feeling that I get every single morning as soon I wake up :( I'm not ready to leave yet. My twitter timeline has been vaguely filled with my nervousness. My friends still have no idea about this, only my close ones. This is going to be my hardest goodbye yet. ready or not i have to leave anyway. sigh.
On a brighter note, I'm going to see my bff in 2 months plus from now!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I'm so excited! I miss her so much! Here's a fun fact, I'm going to spend the next 3 years of my life with her while im trying to get my degree :p HEHEHEHEHEHE! I guess this is the reason why something is always coming up whenever I'm trying to go and see her? haha. The aftermath is indeed very...... whatisitcalled.
Here's to the beginning of my phase 2 (ridiculous, I know) life journey! Another adventure perhaps. I'm hoping for the frickin best this time around. I used to be afraid of change, and I am not anymore. I'm going to embrace it and cherish every moment. Change is not bad after all. It might be a whatisitcalled to redirect you from getting into deeper shit and put you in the right path and finally for you to finally have the time of your life, doing things you love. deep. i know. HAHA. one of my best gay mate (shadap) told me to never give up on my dream; she said nothing worth having comes easy, it may take some time but thats much more better than regretting it in the end. Insya Allah, if its meant to be for me, it will be. I have absolutely no power when it comes to this but keep on trying and take every chances I have. idk why am I still relentless after all that I've been through :/ kill me! Time will tell. My god. I should stop before im getting deeper. haha. I still hate myself. kidding. im trying to love me.
time please slow down a bit. I'm still nervous :(,
kthanksbye!
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