Time will tell
Hi. time will tell, time will heal. eyah k trus trus. haha.anyway, I'm still isolating myself from people and will only go out if being asked to. Lemme get this one straight, just because I'm isolating myself from everyone that doesn't mean I'm slowly drifting away/apart from everyone. hayl naw. I'm still there, it's just I'm on my invisible mode. haha. I'd still be there if they need me. I don't like the space I've created either. It made me miss my friends so bad, esp my bff. But then again, that doesnt mean i will leave the "hole" just like that. No. I'm still the old mizah that you guys know, dont worry. I just need time for myself to recover from severe emotional breakdown. deep down I'm emotionally unstable. thats what I've been hiding from everyone for months now. I've been excessively too stressed out as well that I'm easily ticked off. you seriously dont wanna be a victim of my anger/ extreme sarcasm that might shred your heart into nano particles, d'you? haha. I do still care about other's feelings eventho they hurt mine sometimes (I dont to some. fuck off). but hey, at least I still talk to some of you guys, occasionally. :p I do miss talking with my bff everyday tho :( but heh. manada ku clingy 0:)
and, I'm still waiting for Uni, the frickin major contributor of my extreme stress. tengs. k. I miss studying so frickin baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddddddddddddddddddddddd D: time matters k. I'm too impatient when it comes to this :| I need anger management, didnt I? well people said the same thing back when I always throw my tantrums at my driver. LOOOOOOOL. :X guilty! but hey, at least I'm good at hiding it now. no? achievement unlocked bebeh! you've no idea how many people I've scared the crap outta them whenever I throw my tantrums about my driver through my twitter and other shits I got mad at. Shit. was I that grumpy like an old woman who's going through a menopause? lol. damn.
ps: I still hate the fact that my mum always, ALWAYS making me miss my bestie every single day. wai mum waaaaiii T_T well just now she asked "mana si munibah?" "psh ma, deep in my heart. go dig her out yoself. you want a spade? I give u a spade alright, the ones with diamonds on" :p I gat the coolest mum in the world eventho she literally replaced me with my bff. hate you >:@ k. Imma take her mum then. lol.
k. gotta blast,
Au Revoir!
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