Invicible
Eh oh hi. It's march already. BOOOOOOOOOOOOO! how time flies :( exam's gettin nearer now. haha shit. Let this one be the last one :(and also, today I'm turning 18 years, 11 months old :p LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. k what am I crappin about. awu wah. theres a slight hint over DERRRRRR :p But yeah. i'm not gonna expect anything. I know nothing special will happen neway. lol.
Its been a week now since the bestie left. nyeh. I have to admit the first one was the hardest. but yea, sooner or later I'll have to adapt to it. kan? kah. hahaha. I'll keep this friendship strong. idfc. regardless the distance or whatever. because I believe one day *insert whatever is applicable* :p 0:) Speaking of that. Sometimes it makes me wonder whether I should give the old ones a second chance, esp the longest one. Everything was so alright back then. no fightings, no nothing not till we went to separate ways/idk what really happened. we had too many future plannings which now I believe is all........... bullcrap. eff me right? hahaha. I aint even mad when they did that to me. I was just hurt...... deeply hurt. I was so committed to my friendship(s)/relationship(s) [PS: The way in which two or more concepts, objects, or people are connected, or the state of being connected. just in case you're gonna think otherwise. thank you very much] and all I got in return was bullcraps, a lot of it. overflowing. too much to swallow. but I gotta move on. life does not wait (apakan life ganya ani). On a high note, I still have munseeeeehhhhhhhhh 8) eff everything. I shall now declare shes my one and only bff.
What else huh? oh right, I went to Menglait and met teacher Nurul 2 weeks ago :p it was a great meeting and catchup as well. i missed her so much. She's still my favorite teacher no matter what and I'm still the gullible one when it comes to her ==" haha. pembully #1! eh wait no, actually I've successfully bullied her that day! mwahaha! ftw! like finally. that "kaki jalan" :p as usual after meeting her, I became extra motivated, self esteem boosted up by entah how many levels (k over) and I dont regret a thing, thats for sure and I still love bio so much (apakaaaan). It was good to be back for once in a while. it reminds me so much of everything........... k no more reminiscing. haha.
I'm still hoping that this year will be my year, a better year filled with whatever I've been longing for because I do still believe in that.
Thats all for now,
Au Revoir!
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