Right there
Here goes another clingy post of mine. because I seriously need to let this one out. haha :( during the very day my bestie left, I had numerous pep talks with the coaches and my fellow seedlings. Theres this pep talk with one of my coach hits me so hard, its like falling from a grand canyon and crashed so hard onto the ground or sth. k over. but seriously, she said something like she knows what it feels like a part of you left. Being in a long distance "relationship" with your bestfriend wont last long, eventually you'll get replaced and all those shits because she said she've experienced it before. I mean seriously. why are you telling me all those craps. you dont know me :( Her words are still haunting me till now. to be honest. gila bah. I know I've known her for months not even reaching a year yet. When it comes to this, you've no idea what I'd do to maintain this and to make it stronger even. I would stay up late texting with her eventho I'm way tired and needed to wake up early for work. I'd be there for her if she needs me even when im busy. hey, little effort matters okay :p I must admit that eversince she left (yeah you guys were right), I'm not acting like my usual self. LOL. I dont even know why. I've turned into a much deeper person, much more sentimental, I seldom go out and look now, I'm working! I never wanted to have a part time job before. HAHA :( teruk. but yeah. Screw whatever they said, I'll try my very best to maintain this one till the very end because I had enough of losing the people who I love the most. You know what hurt the most? seeing your best friend become strangers that you never knew. I dont want that to happen ever again. so yea. shut it.off I go,
Au Revoir!
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