My holiday starts now!
Hellew people! Today's my last day of College for this year >:D Which was supposed to be tomorrow. Who cares neway? I need my frickin' holiday now after a hectic year. It was all worth it I guess? Been through ups and downs, emotional breakdowns, depression and whatsoever as usual. Well ladies and gentlemen, thats life. life'll never get easier as we grow older, in fact, life's getting harder. We have to work hard in order to achieve something (well duh?) HAHA! I wanna be a kid. In fact I miss being a kid. ya know why? because when we were a kid, everything seems to be possible and nothing is impossible (the words itself says im possible). We will try very hard and take every risks in order to achieve whatever we wanna achieve. We dont have to worry about insecurities, big responsibilities and tasks because everything were spoon fed. The only problem we had were having difficulties in matching the colour to be used in our drawing. Everything were full with possible imaginations. But as we grow older, everything seems to be impossible, haunted with the fear of failures and have to face nerve wrecking problems. We also have bigger responsibilities to hold, bear with all the obstacles and so on.But yeah, who am I to complain about everything? I dont have the freaking power to stop everything or to turn life the other way round. all I have to do is, accept the fact and pray for the best because Allah will always be there for you and is the ones who'll ease your pains, helps you to solve your problems and lightens your burdens :)
I always keep this in mind:
- everything happens for a reason.
-Never be overly proud of something, because whatever goes up, must comes down.
-Be grateful for whatever you have, you'll regret it once its taken away from you.
- People come and go. Be bear with it.
So, lets talk about college now. I found college very amusing sometimes. Like, the subjects that I struggled back then in high school are the ones that I'm good at currently O.O wowser? As one of the student council, we get to organize some events in college, fun yet tiring. I'll miss this as soon I enter uni. I'm targetting University of Southampton by the way and will do medicine :) Just hope for the best. Hopefully my childhood dream will come true!
Oh yeah, I'll be in upper 6 soon. What I mean by soon is in a month time. scary? a bit. sounds very depressing too. But yeah. I'm just a few inches away from my freakin' ambition!! alhamdulilah :)) Lets start working extremely hard now!
I dont know what else to talk about,
Au Revoir!
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