and so,
Today, I went for my not-so-montly-appointment @ RIPAS. #blah. My doctor is like a good friend if mine :p I told em about everything (that includes me, still missing my high school, which again he and the medical student agreed because of everything). Whats more, he keeps on smacking the table whenever I told him about my current updates. especially this one, when he smacked the table too hard. "I'm in college already" and he went "WAHHHH! time sure did travels so fast" with his eyes wide open. LOL! He's one of the people whom I want to cherish for the rest of my life. Because, not only he understands me so well, he's also a very inspiring person, which again, reminds me of Mrs.Shashi. Their comments on me, I-dont-think-its-a-coincidence-are-similar o.o ho well. He encouraged me to be a surgeon (he knows I wanna be it) because he believed that I can be a good doctor, which again reminds me of Teacher Nurul and Teacher Faizah :( both of them encouraged me to do well in the future, which well, somehow lift me back up whenever I'm down and sometimes it made me cry esp. when I'm reading back their (referring to my high school teachers as a whole) comments in my report card and during the memorable parents teacher meeting ever after my mock exam.Talking about the Surgeon thang and after talking to this medical student just now, it got me thinking. I've been through so many hardships (and depressions) before I reached at my current stage. will I be bear with the uber stress? the demanding work? the never ending tests? short period given for the assignments? All of that are oozing in my head currently :S This is not the first time this sort of questions oozing in my head in a sudden. But hey yo, this is what I wanna do and be at the first place. I shant doubt about it anymore. it's proven when I am being so reluctant when someone is trying to change my mind about being a surgeon whole thing. I will work hard. I wanna achieve it. I'm just few steps away. Get the hell away outta my friggin way! stop blocking me from achieving what I wanna do and get in life.
I hope to get an A* in Bio for teacher Nurul, A* in Chemistry for teacher Faizah and A* in maths for teacher Azlina and Ms.Yong during my A Level exam. Amin!
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my current motivations are my high school teachers and my doctor :))
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uh yeah, I miss.......... my high school teachers so bad. :/ I cant get over it. remarkable. #blahdiblah
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school holiday please come faster! I wanna go out with my bimbo, 5Bians and 5Aians along with the kaki jalan (hopefully :'p )
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school holiday please come faster! I wanna go out with my bimbo, 5Bians and 5Aians along with the kaki jalan (hopefully :'p )
thats all,
Au Revoir!
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