Confessions of a broken heart
I'm tired of working so hard, I'm tired of sacrificing everything, getting sick and trying to fit my time just to revise and trying to achieve something. and this is what I get? nice! what a great waste of time! I know I'm being so emo again. :( *sick of it? then dont continue reading this crappy post* I just had enough. after all what I have done so far, trying to fit my time doing my homework, tuition and revision, and eff! this is what I get? GREAT! just great! I feel so grateful. I dont wanna blame anyone for this *altho someone should be blamed* I just.......... whatever! I dont wanna talk about it. i just had enoughhhhhh! I feel like everything is over now..... what a waste a bunch of time and effort. sigh. I think im not working hard enough. Maybe I should stay up awake for the whole night....................... Oh god! I'm depressed! :( why life's being so cruel to me? I've been breaking apart more than several times and almost gave up. I need more strength and wake me up from this stupid dream! :( I feel like crying, but my tear duct were being blocked. lol! *hey, I still have my sense of humor altho im emo atm. lol!ps: b'cause I think I flunked again.... unbelievable? believe it!
pps: Next year or maybe next 5 or 10 years, I will found out that this post is really yaknow random and too emotional, how fragile I am back then and breaking apart so damn easily. i shall also laugh at this post. sigh. whatthevuh. I feel deserted and im still down into the drain :|
whatever,
Au revoir!
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