This thing really worries me alottttttt :(
This O'level thing really freaks me out. :S because my moods are constantly changing towards my studies which worries me alotttttttttttttttt. I must get the scholarship in order for me to achieve my dream. i must force myself to study. sigh. why am I changed? I miss the old me who's really concerned about the studies and very eager to achieve the dream. One thing about the old me is, I'm very competitive and always rank #1 in every test and exams, fyi, not to be show off. I am just telling, I used to be one of the top 10 best top students in my school :((not until one day....................................................................
when I was in form 4, everything's changed. I am demotivated, being one of the lazy asses and not that very eager anymore (this is not a science class's student's attitude ==" I am one of them but my attitude. pleh!). This thing really worries me alottt. I need to find back the old me before it's too late! or at least try to kill the being-so-lazy-attitude or change my attitude. I must work very very hard! geez.
p.s: I am still a geek. ;] but I'm changed. lazy freakos! =="
Enough craps. ciao!
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