Hey Sergent, I mean surgeon. lol!
Indeed, I need some motivations before the results are out and before I enter college, since my self esteem has suffered since 2 years ago. Now, am gonna talk about my future career! Usually everytime I talked about it I'm fully motivated, which's a miracle. even a motivators' motivation didnt last. The longest motivation that sticks within me is just for an hour then it disappears! Am I really that stubborn? or its their's aint working on me. lol! ==" But I'm usually self-motivated kind of person. ah well.
So, Why am I so determined to be a surgeon? B'cause thats what I want ever since I was a kid. lol! and I wanna work in here, in my country and not in the overseas. As u can see from the 'vacancy' list from the MOH Brunei, it shows that my country is lacking of doctors and that got me thinking again, which field should I be in? well my first choice was cardiology and the second was respirology. But we'll see later after the medical attachment :) well we just cant rely on the foreign doctors which sometimes we couldnt trust. I mean seriously! Well some are good tho. But shut up, we need locals to fill in the vacancies.
I have a long way to go. I need to get my heads up and remain standing on my feet. I must learn to be immune to everything. The most important ones is learn to be independent and not just being spoilt all the time. The time will come one day~ 8) and oh, I decided to go to University of Southampton for my MBBS! :)
ps: I miss teacher Nurul so much! :( after I saw her last time, it made me to miss her even more. I guess I'm used to seeing her everyday before :( I miss my high school!
That's all,
Au Revoir!
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