Goodbye 2009!!
Hello peeps!! Time sure did travels so fast. Today is the last day of 2009 :') This year has been the most emotional year EVER! I've been facing lots of challenging obstacles. I had so much dramas this year. I hope there's no more dramas next year. Despite all those obstacles and dramas that I faced, I met someone special. They somehow changed my life. Yes, u guys guessed it right, they are: Baby Ash, Baby Neeky, baby Kiut and Baby Pb! :) They brighten up and filled the empiteness of my life. *heck I'm emo :P* I dont wanna lose them! Those friggin obstacles somehow has taught me to be strong and never give up! Life must go on. and btw, the other person who's always motivate me whenever I'm down and lost hope besides my Babies is .... Kaka Jimah!! :) She's my cousin from my Mum's side. Fyi, I have another cousin who's also have the same name from my dad's side. :P But people call her Monnie. Nyahaha. antaaammm abis jua bemix ne :P
Talking about new year. I'll be in fifth form next year!! WOOOT!! Which means, I'll be sitting for my O'level exam!! My future is ahead now. I'm kindda bit nervous tho :S I'll be struggling next year and i'm sure it'll pay off later. I think it's time for me to change my way of learning and get more serious in my studies. because I'm being playful abit and disorganize this year and I regret for that. Hell, life's too short to regret and it's not too late too change rite? I dont wanna repeat the same mistakes again. Enough is enough. Wake up Mijj!! Think about your future and ambition to be a surgeon that u really wanna be and your..............................................Promise to ur late grandpa!!
My promise to him.......... Gosh! :'( I will not dissapoint him! Next year will be the 4th year after he left us. Peace upon him :') I really do miss him soo damn much!! I think I will visit his grave soon. I will.....
I wanna start a new chapter of my life next year. I wanna make a complete transformation! mcm transformers bunyinya. HAHA. :B So here's my new year resolution:
1. To be more serious in studies
2. To be a better person
3. Make a grand comeback after facing those friggin obstalces (apakan? out jua eh. HAHA)
4. Pass my O'level with straight A's
5. Stop being a shopaholic and save the money (I hope!)
6. Stop studying last minute because it's killing. Darn
7. To be less active in school. Maybe I could be active. entahlah. depends
8. Learn to say NO! HAHA. :] To full filling my baby ash's wish to me :p HEHE
9. Change my attitude
10. Be more organized with the school works
11. Less facebooking please!! :]
12. errr. be a lil bit ladies :p HEHEHE
13. Make my family, babies, teachers and friends proud of me! Nyehehehe :]
14. Study hard and smart :P HEHE. I'm still a geek sejati yg contaminated with playfulness a bit this year but soon to be changed :P HEHEHE
I think that's all for my resolutions. :P Heck I know it's a long list. but soon to be added more. HAHA. I must accomplish all of them. I MUST!! :P Talking about this year's resolution.... It's a total disaster!! WOOOT!! But then, nevermind. there's no time to look back. :]
So a bit flashback on what I've done so far this year:
January:
I feel a bit dissapointed knowing that I'm located in form 4B, which I thought non pure science class. Plus, I'm still being admitted at the Hospital because of high fever. Nyahahaha!! starbucks punya pasal :P. I was wrong. It's a pure science class. :] I thought, my happiness will lasts longer. But hell no, I'm demotivated, my spirit to study was being lowered. darnn.==" aku still sakit hati on that. because the effect till the end of year. Thanks a bunch!! Andd, National day dancing thingy pun start in this month. :P
February:
I thought things will get even better. Hell no! it's not! My spirit's getting lower. In this month, I started to get rapat with our coach, Coach Ira :P we share lots of personal things. :] N-day was awesome!! N-day celebration in school happened in this month jua. guess who's the coach? ME!! HAHA. matii. starting from that aku kana panggil coach. darn ==' In this month also. I started to get rapat with my beloved 3A juniors :] I Love u guys!!
March:
Thing's getting worse. I flunk in my studies. I lost my spirit kan belajar. Then me mommeh and daddeh send me to Outshine tuition school. Despite from my demotivatedness, I was appointed as the Assistant head prefect! :8) what kind of miracle is that? :p
April:
On 1st April 2009, I represent the school to the whole world. :] I was on air on Pelangi FM to talk about our school. I was the only form 4 student :8D the rest form 5. HEHEHE :D DJ Zayn was in charge during that night and during that night also, aku baru tau yg DJ Zayn's birthday is the same like mine! :P 4th April, I'm turning 15. :B Nothing's special. I cried during my birthday no one knew that. only u readers. Because I told u guys so. HAHA!! :)
May:
During this month I think, aku pendiam masa baby Ash relief our class. :P HEHEHE. I know it's unbelievable. HAHA. Also, I was chased by Baby Ash. HAHAHAHA!! I still remember that. Pasal facebook lgitu :p Awww. sweet memories :P Haha. In this month also, I save someone from suicide. Nyeh! Please dont remind me about that anymore!
June:
I give up on my studies. But, my cousin, seniors and teachers motivate me to just go on and never give up. During this month, Bahzi decided to Move to SMSS. Which previously known as PDS. Dude read this, I MISS YOU!! :]
July:
Thing's started to be a bit better. :] I think start this month aku rapat berabis with baby Ash :p mwahahahaha!! and knew baby cute in this month jua :]
August:
6th August was the date. HEHEHE :P the rest. I dont want to flashback my bitterness of life during this month :)
September:
Thing's started to get worse balik. I'm stressed out! Whatsoever. I started to be Emo. Sit at the corner of the class. YES I SIT AT THE CORNER!! :] I even inda layan my friends. only Qilah and reena I think. :S
October:
Still being emo. I pretend to be hyper but entah lah, Still emo. My baby tryna to cheer me up. :] Even masa Raya, I dont enjoy it at all. :] andd I made a comeback! haha :P altho im emo masatu. moody berabis. :P nyehehehe. During this month I think I met baby Neeky, tarus rapat ane wah :P
November:
Thing's still getting worse. But in the end, Things started to be Okay back. and I started to gain my spirit back. Whatever! uber protective parents is in the loose. WOOT WOOT!!
December:
Sekajap kana lapas. Sekajap Not. Whatever!! :S But I love this month the most. Nyahahaha!! :] Starting from the vacay, Miri two times in row and the surprise from my baby! :P Hehehe. :]
See my chronology, It has been the most emotional year EVER!! ada ups and downs.
I hope there's no more dramas, obstacles, broken hearted (hell what?!), playfulness and whatsoever next year. I want 2010 be my most precious and meaningful year ever. I dont wanna face those emotional thingy everrr again!! Had enough mahn! *majal. HAHA* I gotta feeling 2010 will be my most meaningful year ever!
but there's one thing that I couldnt change... No matter how hard I tried....
I'm still the Spoiled brat!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! :P I'm mummy and daddy's girl :P HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. :8D
anyway peeps,
Happy New Year!! May 2010 be the most meaningful year for u guys and for me of course :P HEHE. :]
That's all. ciao!!
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